Whilst I can understand how the burning of one's bridges can serve to motivate one into concerted effort (i.e. failure is no longer an option!) , you've always struck me as someone whom is sufficiently driven by your personal passion for the business and analytical aspects of trading.
Could it be that you were simply seeking to test yourself by increasing the level of challenge?
Sounds better than the reality – should just go with your version.
But the truth is I didn’t just burn my bridges – I blew them up.
F you, stuff this job blah blah blah.... type stuff.
When it came to work I was always arrogantly of the opinion that you can’t fly like an Eagle when you work with Turkeys.
I didn't enjoy being an employee when I didn’t have respect for my superiors and in my opinion many of them didn’t deserve respect.
To me the market is the ultimate meritocracy and I never doubted when burning my bridges that I would be successful. Actually as motivations go this is probably my most powerful. If I can’t make it in the market I’m truly a loser – Its the most even playing field a person with my upbringing is going to get.
Materially - Failure no longer an option – is not really the case in Aus. Even our dole probably puts you in the top 10% globally.
Mentally though – Failure was not an option – because what I would have thought about myself if I failed in the fairest playing field I could identify. I never doubted I would succeed – even when at times the evidence clearly pointed the other way.
If you exchange money for the ‘means to make money’ then SC **** you money sums up where I was at when I burnt the bridges.
I only have a sample of one (in real life) of people that I know who make a living from the market. But when I look at Pav’s(and others) objectives and safety nets and my own experience I wonder if they have got the mongrel/belief to ever go full time. But like I say I’m a sample of one and probably quite unbalanced so I don’t want to question others objectives based on my experience but just throwing out some things to get people to really examine their own objectives and if they are committed enough to get through the hard times, do the work and make the sacrifices. Money, freedom, helping others are a bit wishy washy motherhood objectives to really carry you through a crisis and unless you are demanding very low returns from the market or have ample spare capital you are probably going to uncover yourself some serious grief along the journey.
Anyrate the 'objectives' topic (and motivations in general) is endlessly fascinating for me – I just don’t have many answers and what I do have seem to change as life progresses and family comes along etc.
To me why you do something is more important then how you do it - If the why is strong enough you will work out the how.